A new change and concentration in life

I would like to take this blog on a different turn. I want this to be a place where I express my personal life. I would still add posts on make up but not longer about "No Buys". With my no buy journey I realized that I will never stop buying make up because I realized that I love trying out new things and I will continue to buy.

I am now at a point in my life where I feel that I need to move out and really start making something of my own. At this time I don't have the financial capacity to do that. I would also like to learn new things. I want to be more open to what life has to offer.

I am still interested in what I am studying and would like to continue on. But sometimes I just want to quit it all. Yes I do know how contradicting that sounds. The work seems overwhelming but I cannot see myself doing anything else. I hope somethings comes up. I know I know... why don't I just find something else. I do not have the courage to yet. I feel very much tired of the paper work. Here is a typical day of my studies. I make observations of the problem(s) that my clients are facing with and I come up with solutions. However the hard part is having my clients follow up on them. That matters but what matters most is the paperwork that comes with the appointments. Besides that everything else is fine.

I also want to add what I am eating daily. Today I had lotus roots, rice, brownies, hamburger with lettuce, tomato, onions, carrots, cow intestines, and 5 cups of water.

As far as my make up routine goes, I have been keeping it extremely simple. Most days I only use my eyeliner from Hourglass or by Physician's formula gel eyeliner. No concealer or foundation. I do doll up on the weekends when I am out.

I also would like to share this video. Dez is amazing. I have been a fan of hers since she started her channel. She is very talented in many ways. She reminded me to protect my thoughts and not let anyone take it away from me. Don't let other people hurt you and be true to yourself. That has been said and heard many times but it is so true. Take your talent and OWN it. In other words- BE CONFIDENT. Do not let anyone tell you other wise.

http://youtu.be/1Mudt044G0g